Do i continue to fight fate??

I err, a lot!

Guess that makes me more human than others. I am an emotional fool, too honest to be good. The combination leads to vocal outbursts ever so often. These are short comings that drag one down the social ladder a great deal. For years, I have waited, looked and sought for someone, who will bring inner peace in me, who'll complete me, fill in that void which leads to me being restless.

The ones who wanted or desire to be there, are not the ones i set out looking for. The few i thought fit the bill, were looking elsewhere, seeking something else....

Now i guess i'm getting weary of waiting. Would it be wise to just accept what fate has in store for you? Even though that is not what u've spent years waiting for? Is it fool hardy to fight fate? Is that what destiny has been trying to tell me all along? That only that is due to me, which i do not seek?? Shall i give up hope??