Lost a friend

Its been almost a year since i lost my friend...

He is still around tho'...

sometimes, he crops up in a conversation...

sometimes as an example....

some other times as a memory...

and mostly, he is just there... in my phone book, address book, mail list....

His memory sparks diff emotions in me..

sometimes i laugh, sometimes i am angry, other times i contemplate.... but mostly i smile.

His sense of humour was unmatched, so i laugh....

he wasted a aprecious intelligent life... his life... so i am angry...

i contemplate why would someone do that....

but mostly i smile for who he was....

I lost my friend, i miss him....